Week 5 // 2018
It has now been 2 weeks of Henry being ill, lethargic and abit miserable. First it was a cough (not good for CF) and the second has been a tummy bug resulting in massive stinky nappies and a snotty nose. Unable to put him in nursery we have been at home alot, with him refusing food, me struggling with his new behaviour, being stuck inside from the cold and rain, and me being unsure how much creon to be giving when he is eating random amounts. I find parenting such a challenge and so unenjoyable alot of the time. I always wanted to have a large family but now I never want any more as it just feels so relentless and demoralising alot of the time. This week I have put on alot of extra commitments on myself, job prospects, working out how to do the job I want to do while juggling all the responsibilites of Henry and his CF duties, and trying to take care of myself and enjoying my time with him- welcome to Parenthood! This has caused me to feel very overwhelmed, irritatable and my eczem