I didn't expect all this emotion. Selling all of Henry's baby things, crib, high chairs, buggy, sleepyhead pod....all these things I had bought with excitement, good memories being made, partners exicted for our new arrival, the hope that we would have lots more children and it all feels desperately sad now. How things have turned so bad in 2 and a half years, the unimagineable hardships I have had to face, the huge life changes, not only divorce but emotional abuse, violence, and my son being diagnosed with a life-limiting illness requiring much support and receiving none. I can't wait to have all this stuff gone. To make peace with the past and move on without the reminders. This comes at a time I also asked henry's father for extra help emotionally and financially, and to have it refused. It is incredibly sad to see someone who you once loved making the same mistakes over and over and to continue to treat me and Henry as non existant. Money ruins people. But ho...
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